v.g to munirka to bird house to C.P ... experience !!!

ALWAYS been happy with him , but today when he really makes me upset , i realize that i didnt mean to him at all . I always tried my level best to pursue his interest first , in everything whther its for eating , roming , or seeing the places. but today it was diffrent .... i cant exprees my feelings when he said  '' gauri u always look to ur benefit '' when u want to eat , u eat .. when u wana go home , u go home ... i really got dishurted. sometimes  SILENCE is a good answere . though today i have fought with him, giving all the answers. but no matter for him, i just leave the seat nd sat somewhere else in bus.

"C.P "

MY experience with him was not good.  AFter the big NO FR the trip , i was concerned for him  dat  ;  ' he should not feel awkward  while meeting me '' because i kno him , if he ask me to take with him , den he means his words a lot . he really wana to take me with him .. bt some circumstances occur , nd unfourtunately i didnt gone. but that dosent matter to me. ,... cause i kno his intension was rite . bt anyway today was something dat was unusual frm previous days. i dont say he should think, that wht i did fr him or wht he did fr ME , he just see that how to take up the person interest , happiness, power, emotions everything...  and i think its beeter that i should not meet him .because i really dont want to be upset frm the fights .I kno him verry well he too do all the things which i like the MOST BT DEN also he used to say something hurting .. and seriously sometimes he is too good nd care a lot , bt sometimes OHH GOD { NO WORD TO EXPRESS }..... i dont kno wht to think fr him . well i think, i should stop thinking too much ... sometimes thinking TAKES on the wrong decisions .. 

I care a lot , but  JUST LIKE Ur way .. but I LOVE A LOT, IN MY OWN WAY ... { WORDS MATTER , NOT THE MEANING } .. 

enough for today very much tierd  .. aahhhhh !!!   lil gussa , lil unhappiness , lil sadness .. bt it dosent matter in the morning ... I WIll again the same as like charming GAURI ... <3 ... 

Collge me hu badhi mast, pg me hu bebas
Kadha h vo ladhka dekhne ko ladhkiya

sanjay bina bataye class li to tu gaya

Tange bag or soache mastiya,
Pink jeans me baithi meri dost,
 Kheti dekh rajat ko meri dost
Hasse apni bato me, khete h hum to yuhi chale raho me.
Lagaye ear phones sune gano ka bhandar .

i will miss u .. 3 moskiters

Bole ek chori ,dekho inka dance .

 Sare lage pade apne mobile me,
 baithi priyanka mere baju me
 Sanjay uthaye apna bag or jaye bathroom me .

plz.. show dis to JIJU urf RAJat

 Bateei hoti h akshardham jane ki,
Sapne sajte h ghumne k.
Profeesors jate h coridor se, baithe bache bina hosh k .

tanu ko bhook lagi h ???

Ladhko ka gang kadha h mere samne, or karte h nautanki sabk samne.
Chale gana mere piche, soachu nachu sabse picche .

vaishali with a thought ??

priyanka ka action , dont click

 Neon colour pehne sari ladhkiya, dekhe ladhke sari ladhkiya ...
Hai baate talent ki par kya, mon vrat rakh kar tode sari dushmaniya...
Jo sunta nhi gane unke ear phone mange jamane..

kavita u r a charm girl <3

Kavita dekhti muje badhe pyar se, phir soachu karu ishar apne pyar se..
.... LAST YEAR FUN, ever lasting memories .. so keep in touch .. love u all b.com frnds...

jEeVan

Jeevan ka alam h bahot purana,
Jaruri h hume jee lagana..
Pal pal soachu jeevan ka sach,
Ata h samne apna sach..
Sach h apna bahot purana,
Jeena padega hume rojana..
Jeevan apne hisab se bitana
Jo soacha vo sajana,
Jeevan ka h har pal purana,
Jeeta h insan apna jeevan,
Phir bi jeevan ka h sach purana,
Jeevan me udhna h bahot dur
Par kya jeevan udhane me h MAJBUR,
Jiyo jeevan puri shidhat se,
Karo jeevan se pyar,
Or jiyo haazar baar ...
Jeevan ka h sach purana,
Isi me jeena padega rozana.
Sab ka jeevan h sabse nayara
Kya pyar laye use dubara ,..
Jeevan ka h sach purana
Jee lo apna jeevan rozana...

I cant sleep ,.... thoughts which haunt me to sleep .. haww do bf is needed ... ????

After so so sooo soo long I needed some1 who can listen me at night, my craziness handles with smile, to whom I can say U R MINE... vo kuch kuch hota h wali feeling comes.. days r passing out in search fr that 1, who has took my sleep, took my soul, took my everything . That some1 is really a vvvv naughty making me feel naughty too?..listening a song with full mood of talk , still no 1 . Yes I m missing noddy, though I didnt loved him when I should to b loved bt old stories I remember now nd makes me sleepless .. y the night is soo unromantic without the special guy to talk ..y the night remembers me the stories of 12 class .. every 1 slept bt keen to talk, thinking wht could i had been doing if I m commited, obviously talking, lil naughty, lil shy, nd many more .. she has b.f I hv bff. She has car ..I have driver .. what writing anything . Hahaha.. 3.05 am bt still thinking to talk to some1.. bt y a boy.. y nt girl.. I kno I m crazy . No need to explain. Wondering like I would hv also boyfrnd to whom I can talk now nd could make me sleep . Pink lips song going on .. plz plz plz god help out to make me sleep, I dont want to hv him.. vse btw I hv so many secrets which none of dem hv idea. Oopes secret of Socrates. Roomate too is out of room. Chota bandar sleeping . Stars shinning, glittering . . Candy crush is playing since 1 hour. Its true every girl needs to have a boy to talk with . Same as I . Bt bt bt .. ... ahhhh .. expresion less .. thought of a guy is similar to the thought of a girl thinking at night . .. .... . Well anyways time to sleep now I really gona to sleep ... books r best to keep a relationship with.. tata.. 

CHahat hai meri paa lu vo maukam ......

chahat hai meri ki paa lu vo Mukam 
par jane uss chahat me h bahot sare insan,
soacha badlu uss chah ko apni 
dalu ek nayi raha me apni ...
soacha karti hu ki bol du jo chahu ,
chidchidahat me bi jaaan dalu me apni.
chahat me doob jau , par kambaqt hat bi na pau ,
chah h apni chu lu asman par rona padega phir muje baar baar.
ate jate mausam me dalu apni purani chahat ,
phir soachu kya puri hogi yeh adat .
adat h bahot purani 
puri na karni apni manmani ...
chahu tuje bar bar , bol du apni chahat ko hazar baar,
bolti duniya pagal h teri chahat, par duniya to chahe apni chahat
chahat na ho to0 kya jeena bi jeena hai ,
 vo insan hi kya jiski chahat me vo raz  na,
teri chahat me hai meri fariyad ,
kaise bolu dua me bi hai teri yaad..
pal pal chahu puri ho teri chahat meri fariyad k sath...
chahat hai meri paa lu vo fariyaad  ......
par JANE USS CHAHAT ME H bahot sare insan 
chahat hai meri ki paa lu vo mukam ....

BACHPAN

Hai badha hi haseen yeh BACHPAN
Dekhu charo or bacho ka bachpan,
Dhundu charo or apna bachpan...
Khela to khub par jawani me,
Charo or ghumu, khilkilau, chechau, jee lu apna bachpan..
Baithe to or log h par me to khelu mera bachpan.
Pyas lage to piu pani, phir uthu or soachu jawani,
Nachu charo or, chIDAU har or, phir bi hai haseen yeh bachpan.
Hoto par muskan h phir bi dil me dar hai,
Soachu apna bachpan.
Chote kapde pehnu phir bi yaad aye bachpan,
Vo ek hassen lamha jo bachpan ka jiya aj tak na bula paye..
Ji lu ek bachpan..
Baithu upar sochu bachpan kitna haseen h yeh bachpan,
Karta hai maan bacha ban jau par godh me teri kaise soo jau,
 jawani ka josh jo na laye yeh bachpan ...
hai badha hi haseen yeh BACHPAN .....

MIssinG

I DO GET EMOTIONAL , with the liltle things , cry on small things lekin not infront of all , i care fr my momy a lot , papa a lot , bhai a lot ? i cry in small town , breath in vast world , play in open ground ,... the emotions come when i m in a dynamic situation ...
                      chahti hu udhna  
                      pyarr karna chahti hu
                      rona chahti hu
                     dard dena chahti hu
                     sona chahti hu
                    chup rehna chahti hu
                    asman me dekhte hue khena chahtui hu ' i exist'
                    muskurakar papa ko hasana chahti hu
                    soach soach kar vo sab karna chhati hu ..
                   chahti hu udhna ...
Missing is the extreme situation where i 1 actually cry fr der loved 1s.. so that i do ..

AWaz

Meri awaz " soachti hu ki kya kahu , kya karu .. har waqt gussa rehti hu , kyu chahti hu ki sari atttention muje mile , kyu esa soachti hu , mera jeena sirf life k liye .. hopefully not kuch karne se phele bhi soachna padhta hai..  kuch banna  jisse meri pehchan bane yehi chahti hu .. god ? me beleive bi hai or nhi bhi , SHREE MATA JI jinhe me manti hu , sai baba , krishan ji , nd  many more lekin muje yeh samaj nhi ata yeh sare god rehte  kha hai... ?? phir ek awaz ati hai ki yeh to humare andhar rehte hai , agar god humare andhar rehte hai den y we r like wht we r not ....